That's a Quick Turn Around...

This morning I came back into the office, somewhat tired from a day of travel and somewhat overwhelmed by all the things I had to catch up on during this now shortened week. You know what it is like to come back from a week off of work... first you are a little bummed because vacation time is over and then you have to get working to catch up on all the lost time. Well this is not a good state of being for productivity not to mention life in general. So I took advice of some wise folks and decided to spend the morning with some 'self-care.' I prayed, walked the church and prayed some more, prayed for our Wednesday Night program tonight... then came back to the office to spend sometime in the Word.

Before I began... I prayed, "God give me what I need today as I read your word..." or some prayer similar... to be honest the prayer was so brief and not rehearsed but this paraphrase will suffice.

I start reading and God speaks to me about my own life even before I get to verse 2... I am convicted by how I manage my Time, thoughts, body, and finances. Not super encouraging but true... i watch too much tv... my mind often wanders... i eat tons of junk... i spend money on all kinds of junk i don't need... well the conviction continued. Then God kept speaking so i starting writing this stuff down. God was saying... these areas of your life need redemption! Wow... now i was getting encouraged. In other words God was not merely calling me to stop these behaviors or habits that are not edifying... he was saying redeem these habits with disciplines...

"Redeem unhelpful habits with edifying disciplines..."

Instead of just trying to stop watching tv --> do something positive like go on a walk with Evonne or sing together. Instead of buying another pair of pants that are on clearance (cause i love getting a deal) ---> give my clothes away. See it was more about redemption or resurrection... take what is dead and fruitless and see God bring about fruit.

Then i start reading from the lectionary...

Psalm 119: 9-11 "How can a young man keep his way pure? by guarding it according to your word. With my whole heart i seek you; let me not wander from your commandments! I have stored up your word in my heart, that i might not sin against you."

So i am thinking oh wow... Instead of letting my mind go places i don't want it to be... "store up your word in my heart." God was reminding me of the power of memorizing his word! No, God was saying you need to spend time memorizing the word!

v. 14- "in the way of your testimonies I delight as much as in all riches..." Do I delight in the testimonies from scripture and testimonies of friends as much as i delight in the Ipad 2 announcement today??? oh wow... convicting...

then i went to Deut. 4:25-31...

It talked about if the people go and worship idols then destruction will come ... i realized that much of these things i felt like needed redemption/resurrection...are IDOLS. Food can become an idol... STUFF --> idol...

side note: Ok then i am thinking all the gods of the ancient world revolved around what the people needed... (this is probably too simple of a conclusion based on no research)... but like Baal was the rain God... people in an arid desert need rain more than anything else pretty much... it is the life blood. In our culture we have just made other idols out of what we think we need most (money) and food and clothes ... not much different...

Then Matt 6: 24-34

Jesus' sermon on the mount... do not be anxious... don't worry about what you'll wear or what you'll eat (Yep) God knows you need these things. Seek first the Kingdom of God and righteousness...and all these things will be added unto you... Seek first after God's Kingdom and all this stuff you are worrying about (ministries, sermons, etc) will come together... And this is not just some spiritual seek after God do nothing... this is seek God's Kingdom... work toward that good future... bring a taste of that good future... experience a glimpse of that good future in worship and sacrament...in his word.... God knows the ministries and will take care of them. Don't worry because the parts you worry about regarding ministries are all teh parts you cannot control but God can... seek after God. Seek being faithful and God will take care of things.

Ok so the point is... never forget to ask God to teach you, shape you, convict you, comfort you... whatever you need when you read his word... God will answer that request ...

That's a quick turn around